Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Saturday, June 30, 2007
Thursday, June 28, 2007
a long long day...
its 5.55am now and i m still awake...
my day started really early at 8.45am yesterday at STC. had to attend a course, CN99: Connecting with Passengers. personally i think it was a waste of time, waste of resources and waste of time and waste of time. i had to sit thru a full day class listening to some old man talking about how to greet passengers, how to make small talk, how to prepare yourself before speaking to a passenger. i m like duh.. if u have it means u have it. how to teach ppl soft skills? if it can be taught, then i guess SQ need not spend so much $ for interviews. juz take in any tom, dick & mina and teach them. anyway, i got a cert at the end of the day, so ya..
mid way thru the class i got a sms reminding me of a mahjong game at yishun. mahjong? how come i dont remember arranging for 1. anyway, i had to go for it so i postponed my appointments. after class, i went to Eunos to look for dear jaslyn before going for my game. in the end, i lost 20bucks. cab fare there was like 16bucks n cab fare to zouk was 14. so now i know where my mojo $ goes too.
mambo was boring.. the baggage counter was full so i had to carry my bag. thank god for timothy who volunteered to carry it for me instead. so tim was with his MEDIA friends at members.. and i knew 1 or 2 of them so it wasn't as awkward as i thought it would be. sujin thomas, jumien, joycelyn... blah blah.. n with the alcohol flowing, every1 seems to be best friends.
anyway tim was quite drunk already.. after some PR-ing and dancing at the main floor, we left. had supper at pasir ris dr 6. oh well.. all the memories. ya, i was quite emotional. so i ate a lot.. ate n ate. then i walked back n i listened to my sappy chinese songs n walked.. man..
眼底星空
李圣杰
你好喜欢看我眼睛
你说是宇宙的缩影
只要没有分离
天气晴能看见星星
我努力爱你宠你调整自己
我是邻居还是伴侣
时间带来残忍结局
在爱情的隔壁住友情
界线太锐利
对不起就一刀切开所有亲密
眼底星空
流星开始坠落
每一滴眼泪说着你要好好走
转过身跌入黑洞
看着天长地久变两种漂泊
男人流泪比流血加倍心痛
眼底星空
流星跌落手中
我静静握着抬头向上天祈求
愿你先找到温柔
有人包扎伤口也挡住寂寞
谢谢你陪我陪爱听雨吹风
用三年去维系感情
用三秒钟结束关系
剩回忆能回去能温习能把你抱紧
就算爱烧成灰烬扬起变乌云
谢谢他给你给爱另一个星空
my day started really early at 8.45am yesterday at STC. had to attend a course, CN99: Connecting with Passengers. personally i think it was a waste of time, waste of resources and waste of time and waste of time. i had to sit thru a full day class listening to some old man talking about how to greet passengers, how to make small talk, how to prepare yourself before speaking to a passenger. i m like duh.. if u have it means u have it. how to teach ppl soft skills? if it can be taught, then i guess SQ need not spend so much $ for interviews. juz take in any tom, dick & mina and teach them. anyway, i got a cert at the end of the day, so ya..
mid way thru the class i got a sms reminding me of a mahjong game at yishun. mahjong? how come i dont remember arranging for 1. anyway, i had to go for it so i postponed my appointments. after class, i went to Eunos to look for dear jaslyn before going for my game. in the end, i lost 20bucks. cab fare there was like 16bucks n cab fare to zouk was 14. so now i know where my mojo $ goes too.
mambo was boring.. the baggage counter was full so i had to carry my bag. thank god for timothy who volunteered to carry it for me instead. so tim was with his MEDIA friends at members.. and i knew 1 or 2 of them so it wasn't as awkward as i thought it would be. sujin thomas, jumien, joycelyn... blah blah.. n with the alcohol flowing, every1 seems to be best friends.
anyway tim was quite drunk already.. after some PR-ing and dancing at the main floor, we left. had supper at pasir ris dr 6. oh well.. all the memories. ya, i was quite emotional. so i ate a lot.. ate n ate. then i walked back n i listened to my sappy chinese songs n walked.. man..
眼底星空
李圣杰
你好喜欢看我眼睛
你说是宇宙的缩影
只要没有分离
天气晴能看见星星
我努力爱你宠你调整自己
我是邻居还是伴侣
时间带来残忍结局
在爱情的隔壁住友情
界线太锐利
对不起就一刀切开所有亲密
眼底星空
流星开始坠落
每一滴眼泪说着你要好好走
转过身跌入黑洞
看着天长地久变两种漂泊
男人流泪比流血加倍心痛
眼底星空
流星跌落手中
我静静握着抬头向上天祈求
愿你先找到温柔
有人包扎伤口也挡住寂寞
谢谢你陪我陪爱听雨吹风
用三年去维系感情
用三秒钟结束关系
剩回忆能回去能温习能把你抱紧
就算爱烧成灰烬扬起变乌云
谢谢他给你给爱另一个星空
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
WaT a DaY?
had 2 pleasant surprises today...
Surprise no. 1:
when i touched down from Narita, 2 person came to welcome me at the airport! this is THE most number of ppl that turned up at 1 time since i started flying bout a yr and half ago. my best fwen timothy who juz came back from melbourne (i supposed to go fetch him when he came back last sat but i overslept! haha) and sunny. the feeling of seeing some1 close when coming back from a flight is priceless. even though i will do a flight almost every other day, you still cant help but feel happy, to feel loved. thank you for those tat have came to the airport to fetch or send me off... pls keep up the good work! haha. =P
Surprise no. 2:
when i was having dinner at suntec, muthu's curry (sanur is gone lor! so is kenny rogers i think!!!), some1 came in without my knowledge and sat right next to me. i swear i would have elbow tat person in the face if i did not stop myself in time. i was more shocked than surprised but it was a very very pleasant 1 nevertheless. out of so many friends tat i could bump into, its was john. some1 that doesn't live in sg and some1 tat juz flew in from hk for the night. also, i wanted to go to town but due to the traffic decided to stop at suntec instead. john had to drag himself out of his hotel to get food at muthu. do u call this coincidence or wat? i think its FATE. =)
anyway, my flight from nrt started off at a really bad note. i was working upper deck on the 744 aircraft and it was only my 3rd time operating in business class, UD. working with me is a japanese stewardess and a chief steward. i had trouble sleeping the previous night so all the above conditions gave me a really bad feeling. n guess wat?
my chief got pissed off at me during pre boarding duties! the plane has not even take off yet lor! i was a bit lost and he also thought tat i was being defiant when i questioned his so call 'instructions'. its like wat the fuck. you want you teach me teach properly la. be a bit more patient can? my fault tat i am new ah? my fault tat the other crew (the jap fss) is new too ah? so i had to pacify him, hold his balls before he actually loosen up & became nice. god, spare me the agony. i had to deal with obnoxious business class passengers (who thinks they are so UP there. ya, up my ass man!), with limited work space in the galley, with slow working counterpart (jap crew are juz too courteous and when speaking in jap, the sentence never seems to end), with the heat in the super old plane and still SUCK UP to people (you guys are supposed to be LEADERS!!?? wat happen to setting good example and leadership qualities??)!! anyway, after things warmed up, all was nice n good. and i got a complimentary letter... haha. my 5th one and more to come pls!! =)
ktv with tim and his friends (3 japanese exchange students and bryan and jumius). 1st time i hear ppl singing jap songs. it was very refreshing. thank you tim for having good looking friends... haha. =P supper at lavender foodcourt was great. wanted to eat the famous wanton noodles but no more. =( the chat with tim n jumius was a delight. amazing how much u can learn from juz conversing. gonna plan a tokyo trip early next yr. got sale. haha..
Surprise no. 1:
when i touched down from Narita, 2 person came to welcome me at the airport! this is THE most number of ppl that turned up at 1 time since i started flying bout a yr and half ago. my best fwen timothy who juz came back from melbourne (i supposed to go fetch him when he came back last sat but i overslept! haha) and sunny. the feeling of seeing some1 close when coming back from a flight is priceless. even though i will do a flight almost every other day, you still cant help but feel happy, to feel loved. thank you for those tat have came to the airport to fetch or send me off... pls keep up the good work! haha. =P
Surprise no. 2:
when i was having dinner at suntec, muthu's curry (sanur is gone lor! so is kenny rogers i think!!!), some1 came in without my knowledge and sat right next to me. i swear i would have elbow tat person in the face if i did not stop myself in time. i was more shocked than surprised but it was a very very pleasant 1 nevertheless. out of so many friends tat i could bump into, its was john. some1 that doesn't live in sg and some1 tat juz flew in from hk for the night. also, i wanted to go to town but due to the traffic decided to stop at suntec instead. john had to drag himself out of his hotel to get food at muthu. do u call this coincidence or wat? i think its FATE. =)
anyway, my flight from nrt started off at a really bad note. i was working upper deck on the 744 aircraft and it was only my 3rd time operating in business class, UD. working with me is a japanese stewardess and a chief steward. i had trouble sleeping the previous night so all the above conditions gave me a really bad feeling. n guess wat?
my chief got pissed off at me during pre boarding duties! the plane has not even take off yet lor! i was a bit lost and he also thought tat i was being defiant when i questioned his so call 'instructions'. its like wat the fuck. you want you teach me teach properly la. be a bit more patient can? my fault tat i am new ah? my fault tat the other crew (the jap fss) is new too ah? so i had to pacify him, hold his balls before he actually loosen up & became nice. god, spare me the agony. i had to deal with obnoxious business class passengers (who thinks they are so UP there. ya, up my ass man!), with limited work space in the galley, with slow working counterpart (jap crew are juz too courteous and when speaking in jap, the sentence never seems to end), with the heat in the super old plane and still SUCK UP to people (you guys are supposed to be LEADERS!!?? wat happen to setting good example and leadership qualities??)!! anyway, after things warmed up, all was nice n good. and i got a complimentary letter... haha. my 5th one and more to come pls!! =)
ktv with tim and his friends (3 japanese exchange students and bryan and jumius). 1st time i hear ppl singing jap songs. it was very refreshing. thank you tim for having good looking friends... haha. =P supper at lavender foodcourt was great. wanted to eat the famous wanton noodles but no more. =( the chat with tim n jumius was a delight. amazing how much u can learn from juz conversing. gonna plan a tokyo trip early next yr. got sale. haha..
Friday, June 22, 2007
silent night...
mahjong today ended much earlier than usual. n yes, i lost. again. haha.. but not much. i guess playing mahjong for me is more to kill time and its something tat i find exciting n fun to do. when i was in the cab on my way home, as i listen to my nano (i washed it in the washing machine so sent for repair n they gave me a new one!), my heart became really heavy. jus like how i feel everytime when i come out from the cinema. its like i will feel really lost, really empty and everything seems to be so unreal... mayb its also a feeling of missing some1?
i think i know why i sleep so late whenever i am back in singapore... i dont want the night to end so quickly. time is so precious since i am back so little and i want to do as much as possible. but no matter how much i do, like i partied the whole night, i still feel its not enuf, i still feel empty. i think i am too afraid to face the loneliness.
some1 called me this afternoon n i felt really good. whenever i get tat call, my face wld juz brighten up and i will be smiling to myself like an idiot. haha.. i guess simple things like an sms or a call does wonder to one's mood. am really looking forward to my hkg/sfo flight. especially hkg. so many fond memories. =)
hmmm.. suddenly i am feeling better already. gabriel, happy thoughts, happy thoughts! haha.
Dan Shui, Taiwan, 310507
i think i know why i sleep so late whenever i am back in singapore... i dont want the night to end so quickly. time is so precious since i am back so little and i want to do as much as possible. but no matter how much i do, like i partied the whole night, i still feel its not enuf, i still feel empty. i think i am too afraid to face the loneliness.
some1 called me this afternoon n i felt really good. whenever i get tat call, my face wld juz brighten up and i will be smiling to myself like an idiot. haha.. i guess simple things like an sms or a call does wonder to one's mood. am really looking forward to my hkg/sfo flight. especially hkg. so many fond memories. =)
hmmm.. suddenly i am feeling better already. gabriel, happy thoughts, happy thoughts! haha.
Dan Shui, Taiwan, 310507
Monday, June 18, 2007
back on the road...
i must say it has been a very rough and eventful year for me... half of 2007 has went by and lots have happened. many are happy moments, most are not. especially because of wat took place at home and of course my love life.
i made a very emotional blog entry a couple of months ago and tat could actually mark the lowest pt in my life. the breakdown tat i had, the thrashing of my toilet, the outburst. a milder version took place just last month but i am glad tat i have my closest friends to help me through it. thank you so much for being there CHRIS, my beloved god bro and of coz ANDREW who tried really hard to hold me down. n not forgetting during the 1st incident, my dear friend/hsemate/bitch, ALYSSA who took all my nonsense (unfortunately, a few others; miss jamie, zad & belle were involved n they were so nice to put up with me)
when i was younger, i was prone to emotional outbursts and i was a very angry person. i had a near death incident which left a scar (9 stitches) on my left jaw. the smashed display could have cut my throat instead of my face. after tat incident, i sort of woke up and slowly learnt to handle my anger. i guess i am much happier now, but growing up also means more responsibilities and burden.
at least now.. my family's saga is over. my relationship has also come to an end. i have more or less settle into my job too. can i see rainbow after the rain? i really hope tat the rest of the year would be a blast! with my birthday coming up in july, bonus, new places to fly to (have not been to paris, milan and athens), maybe a new relationship, many exciting things to expect! definitely i would be putting in effort to make things work but it also depends a lot on the other party/parties.
yap, back on the road again. alone. but stronger a person! =)
i made a very emotional blog entry a couple of months ago and tat could actually mark the lowest pt in my life. the breakdown tat i had, the thrashing of my toilet, the outburst. a milder version took place just last month but i am glad tat i have my closest friends to help me through it. thank you so much for being there CHRIS, my beloved god bro and of coz ANDREW who tried really hard to hold me down. n not forgetting during the 1st incident, my dear friend/hsemate/bitch, ALYSSA who took all my nonsense (unfortunately, a few others; miss jamie, zad & belle were involved n they were so nice to put up with me)
when i was younger, i was prone to emotional outbursts and i was a very angry person. i had a near death incident which left a scar (9 stitches) on my left jaw. the smashed display could have cut my throat instead of my face. after tat incident, i sort of woke up and slowly learnt to handle my anger. i guess i am much happier now, but growing up also means more responsibilities and burden.
at least now.. my family's saga is over. my relationship has also come to an end. i have more or less settle into my job too. can i see rainbow after the rain? i really hope tat the rest of the year would be a blast! with my birthday coming up in july, bonus, new places to fly to (have not been to paris, milan and athens), maybe a new relationship, many exciting things to expect! definitely i would be putting in effort to make things work but it also depends a lot on the other party/parties.
yap, back on the road again. alone. but stronger a person! =)
Friday, June 15, 2007
Solve the case
Last night, on a Japanese navy vessel, someone was brutally murdered at 2am. The police immediately detained the 5 members onboard of that vessel and interrogated them.
Captain: I was sleeping when the murder happened!
Cook: I was cooking...
Anchorman: I have no idea at all. I was anchoring the ship.
Crew: The flag was upside down, so i was putting it back in position.
Scout: I was looking out for an enemy ship due to a signal in the radar.
WHO IS THE COLD BLOODED MURDERER?
sms me if you can solve the case. =)
Captain: I was sleeping when the murder happened!
Cook: I was cooking...
Anchorman: I have no idea at all. I was anchoring the ship.
Crew: The flag was upside down, so i was putting it back in position.
Scout: I was looking out for an enemy ship due to a signal in the radar.
WHO IS THE COLD BLOODED MURDERER?
sms me if you can solve the case. =)
Saturday, May 19, 2007
i am in good old london again... its already my 5th time here since i started flying just about a yr ago. and i must say london has grew to be 1 of my most loved places to go. its the world's most expensive city and definitely very busy. but there is still this mysterious peacefulness about this place. the old buildings, london cabs, parks, trees, cobble streets. i was having an afternoon stroll thru Hyde Park from Bayswater after my dose of roast duck noodles. the weather was perfect, sunny yet breezy. dogs were running around, people sitting on benches enjoying the fresh air, some were just laying on the grass. i saw this young couple in the middle of the huge park dancing a slow dance, dancing without music, dancing to a tune only their hearts know. he was twirling her around before embracing in each other arms and falling onto the ground. i thought i would only see such a scene in the movie. its was so romantic and loving.... i had lunch alone. its nice to be alone sometimes. to think about things. to just enjoy the silence.
anyway, i am finally trained for business class and i was working at upper deck, sin-lon. my 1st ever business class solo, full load and i was on check (on board assessment). i was a bag of nerves but everything turned out quite well. my chief was very patient and my check was above average! =)
anyway, i am finally trained for business class and i was working at upper deck, sin-lon. my 1st ever business class solo, full load and i was on check (on board assessment). i was a bag of nerves but everything turned out quite well. my chief was very patient and my check was above average! =)
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
KL Trip
it has been a fun & crazy weekend!
i got back from my flight on fri evening, slept at 3am, left for KL at 7am the next day. Took a coach from golden mile complex and reached KL around 1pm. Didnt get to sleep much on the coach. Paid 15 ringgit (the cabs refused to go by meter) to get to Boulevard Hotel at Mid Valley City. Checked in with jaslyn while chris hide in the toilet (got to pay more for the room if additional people). Changed and went out straight for lunch. Jaslyn's friend, Wong was kind enough to drive us and we found the tattoo palour all thanks to him. and the rest is history! me and chris got TATTOOED!!!!!
i had mine tattooed 1st bcoz the rest was unsure! scared of pain la, blah blah blah. but after my ordeal, chris decided to do it & got his FAIRY re-designed by our tattoo artist, Lina. She is really good and the fact tat she is funny helps alot (i always have this thought tat tattoo artists are unfriendly n scary)! so we were in the palour till 9pm (we were the only customers left), went back and showered. dinner at 11pm then we and chris went partying! its was really crazy... i was so sleepy and my back was so sore but we still had lots of fun in the club. it was 'blackout' night and i bumped into my god brother no.2, andrew! its like we were so busy to meet up in singapore, we met up in another country instead. haha..
so after much dancing, it was supper at 3am, room service at 5am, much needed sleep at 6am, checking out at 1pm, lunch, shopping, snacks (A&W waffle with 2x scoop ice-cream), coach ride back to singapore and supper! at arab street. home at 2am, slept for 3hrs and i was up for my business class training!!!
IT WAS THE CRAZIEST 2 DAYS OF MY LIFE! and till now... it still have not really dawn on me tat i got INKED. and its FOREVER!
(p.s. jaslyn you better get yours done when we go back to KL for touch-up!)
i got back from my flight on fri evening, slept at 3am, left for KL at 7am the next day. Took a coach from golden mile complex and reached KL around 1pm. Didnt get to sleep much on the coach. Paid 15 ringgit (the cabs refused to go by meter) to get to Boulevard Hotel at Mid Valley City. Checked in with jaslyn while chris hide in the toilet (got to pay more for the room if additional people). Changed and went out straight for lunch. Jaslyn's friend, Wong was kind enough to drive us and we found the tattoo palour all thanks to him. and the rest is history! me and chris got TATTOOED!!!!!
i had mine tattooed 1st bcoz the rest was unsure! scared of pain la, blah blah blah. but after my ordeal, chris decided to do it & got his FAIRY re-designed by our tattoo artist, Lina. She is really good and the fact tat she is funny helps alot (i always have this thought tat tattoo artists are unfriendly n scary)! so we were in the palour till 9pm (we were the only customers left), went back and showered. dinner at 11pm then we and chris went partying! its was really crazy... i was so sleepy and my back was so sore but we still had lots of fun in the club. it was 'blackout' night and i bumped into my god brother no.2, andrew! its like we were so busy to meet up in singapore, we met up in another country instead. haha..
so after much dancing, it was supper at 3am, room service at 5am, much needed sleep at 6am, checking out at 1pm, lunch, shopping, snacks (A&W waffle with 2x scoop ice-cream), coach ride back to singapore and supper! at arab street. home at 2am, slept for 3hrs and i was up for my business class training!!!
IT WAS THE CRAZIEST 2 DAYS OF MY LIFE! and till now... it still have not really dawn on me tat i got INKED. and its FOREVER!
(p.s. jaslyn you better get yours done when we go back to KL for touch-up!)
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
I am that GOOD! =P
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Saturday, April 21, 2007
insomnia... part 2
even the free coffee is cool lor!!! see wat does it comes with inside the cup! and the way its supposed to be brew!
insomnia...
tried to sleep at 12am... woke up at 3am (dun know if i actually did fall asleep). after which kept tossing and turning in bed. dunno why my mind cant seem to rest. lots of things going thru my mind and i hate it... normally i dun think so much 1.
its 545am now... still got an hour to kill before i have to get ready for my flight... wat shld i do. the hotel rm so nice here in fukuoka. grand hyatt lor. got free internet somemore.. was actually quite excited bout this trip but it turned out to be so boring. all the stewardess on this flight are japan stewardess so they wun hang out with the rest of the crew. then the other flight steward is "oh so str8" = boring so cannot click. two nights here and i have to makan alone...
ate japanese fried noodles the 1st day and cold soba with katsu don yesterday... i loveeee the jap food here. singapore 1 really cannot fight. also bought a lot of beverages man. coffee, milk tea, apple tea & this ice pomelo alcohol drink. cannot resist since everything looks so nice... the packaging n all. even the cigarettes tat i bought looks so cool tat it hurts lor. side slide box 1.
went to MUJI after dinner... took a big basket thinking tat i might do some retail therapy but i bought nothing in the end. couldnt take the overwhelming feelings when browsing at the clothes section. the stripped white shirts.. the underwears.. the whole MUJI feel. it reminds me too much of my tokyo trip, where i spent so much effort... oh well! =)
yay! 10 more mins to my planned wake up time. JASLYN, i will be really really tired later when i touched down. mayb i take a quick nap k? (most of the time after a flight i dun sleep my mood will be damn bad 1) meet u around 7 for dinner? u decide where to eat pls...
its 545am now... still got an hour to kill before i have to get ready for my flight... wat shld i do. the hotel rm so nice here in fukuoka. grand hyatt lor. got free internet somemore.. was actually quite excited bout this trip but it turned out to be so boring. all the stewardess on this flight are japan stewardess so they wun hang out with the rest of the crew. then the other flight steward is "oh so str8" = boring so cannot click. two nights here and i have to makan alone...
ate japanese fried noodles the 1st day and cold soba with katsu don yesterday... i loveeee the jap food here. singapore 1 really cannot fight. also bought a lot of beverages man. coffee, milk tea, apple tea & this ice pomelo alcohol drink. cannot resist since everything looks so nice... the packaging n all. even the cigarettes tat i bought looks so cool tat it hurts lor. side slide box 1.
went to MUJI after dinner... took a big basket thinking tat i might do some retail therapy but i bought nothing in the end. couldnt take the overwhelming feelings when browsing at the clothes section. the stripped white shirts.. the underwears.. the whole MUJI feel. it reminds me too much of my tokyo trip, where i spent so much effort... oh well! =)
yay! 10 more mins to my planned wake up time. JASLYN, i will be really really tired later when i touched down. mayb i take a quick nap k? (most of the time after a flight i dun sleep my mood will be damn bad 1) meet u around 7 for dinner? u decide where to eat pls...
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Loneliness...
please take some time and visit the website below. after viewing, click on curating to read more bout the story...
http://adoseoflight.com/overdose/xiaokang.html
http://adoseoflight.com/overdose/xiaokang.html
I am who I am! =P
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Was I Happier before?
stumbled onto some pics tat i took when i juz started flying... exactly a year ago... wonder if i was happier then? the person i saw in the pics seemed to be really enjoying himself, smiling tat wide teethy smile of his...
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