nobody says it was easy..

hmmm.. kinda feeling funny these few weeks. something significant happened 2 weeks ago and i am glad it happened but yet not completely good. ironic. but ya. i guess my life has always been like this. Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first
Sometimes, the first thing you want never comes... the 1st thing tat i want? its a four letter word. can you be both sad and happy at the same time? ironic. but ya.

i juz came back from london.. love london. dunno why but ya. it was very cooling when i was there. had a long walk in hyde park... sat by the river. soaking in the afternoon sun. the next day i went for a jog in the evening. very very nice. it was drizzling and i was jogging right smack in town but nobody gives a damn. i felt so free. it was as if i could just keep on running and running...